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| i love taking scorching hot showers... so hot that i get like 1st degree burns on my legs almost... they are all red and sensitive feeling when i get out of the shower...i dunno... am i getting older? i remember when i was a little girl my grandma used to bathe me... and i would always cry and complain that the water was too hot... now i like it.
the weird thing is... i ALWAYS burn my tongue. even when something isn't that hot to anyone else i burn my tongue! so i love drinking tea and coffee at lukewarm temperatures. luke warm tea is delicious!
but how come my mouth is so wimpy but my body is so TOUGH!?
i love the winter! it's freezing... and i hate going out to my car in the morning... and i hate coming out of the shower and freeze while drying off and getting dressed... i hate stepping on the tile in the morning... erggg... i DO like the winter! californian winter! none of that east coast stuff. i love winter clothes... even though you look fatter... hahaha but now i can layer instead of just sweating.
i'm playing turkey bowl and i love it! except i got part of my nail ripped off (ring finger #1) and i sprained my other ring finger (ring finger #2) so i've been showering with 6 fingers TOTAL! so annoying. but it's ok!
i'm sittinng in lecture... talking about nothing... as usual... yet i am required to come here... oh well...
yes. i dunno maybe i'll update more stuff later with interesting stuff.
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| EDIT: i forgot to mention that i'm getting a pair of boots for pulling an all nighter! woohoo... me and paul made a bet that if i could pull and all nighter that i get a pair of boots, but if i fall asleep that he gets mastro's... I WON!!!!! yippeee.
soooo... i have a final in 7 hours.... so i will blog.. why? because i have to get a 98% in order to get an A, so pretty much... study and get a B... not study and get a B... SOOOOOO yes, but my loving roommate assured me that it is quite possible and i never know... which is why i'm studying... but we all need a break once in a while right?
DUDE. long gone are the days when finals week would be the time when everyone would update xanga with stories and pictures (dormal pictures!) how sad. i would check xanga every 5 seconds and there would be a new post waiting for me to read! now all i get is a 1 line status update. lame.
update on my life? uhhh. nursing school.
that is all. heh.. j/k. kinda. not really. driving and nursing school. for reals. that's it.
surprisingly though i have no gone crazy yet... many cracked out days, but haven't had a melt down... like i did one time in the summer when i was working part time in beverly hills and had class every day in cerritos... and would literally see like no one except coworkers and classmates and i cried in my car by myself... HAHAHAHA.
i would like to complain about one thing. when it rains. why must everyone drive 40 mph. i understand that it is more dangerous, but 40!?! come on.
i have once again maxed out my weight. wonderful. but luckily i'm playing turkey bowl so hopefully i'll exercise enough to lose something. it was ridiculously tiring and i was SOOOOO sore that it was difficult to get dressed and shower because it was hard to raise my arms over my head.
i'm rambling on and on and on and if you have made it this far.. congrats. this post isn't even funny. i apologize. but i figure you don't have anything else to read on xanga so it's not so bad.
i hope we win on saturday. WE MUST!
i have said nothing useful whatsoever to your life. not really mine either. sorry. probably a lot of bad grammar and spelling mistakes too, but i could care less!
i will update xanga more often.
BYE!
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| i just had to share a quick blurb...
i shared my testimony tonight at a bible study for the first time in YEARS AND YEARS AND YEARS....
you should try it if you haven't done so in a while... even to yourself. or tell me. i want to hear it.
i always felt a little bit sad because my testimony wasn't one where i was this crazy druggie and then God came to me in a dream and told me to turn from my ways and then i was saved... i actually don't even have a time that i can pinpoint as the moment i was saved... but don't worry, i am confident of my salvation..
i thought about the 2093095843098549 times that i responded to alter calls at revivals and retreats and the additional 409385039850394 times that i recommitted my life to Christ at revivals and retreats... and i used to think "how stupid and immature of me"... i'm sure many of you have a similar story...
BUT i realized today that all those moments are clear moments when the Holy Spirit was working in my heart and moving me closer to God. i don't know how i didn't realize that until today when i was sharing my testimony... but it's seriously amazing to me.
i never asked to be born into a Christian home.
i never asked to be taken to church my entire life.
i went to revivals and retreats because all my friends went.
yet through all of that God was working in my heart and preparing me and molding me to be His child.
i didn't do a single thing, yet here i am. saved and able to share my testimony.
THAT'S SO AMAZING.
yes... God is so amazing.
anyways... ask me my testimony. share your testimony with believers and nonbelievers alike. i got to hear 6 testimonies today and all of them were such a blessing and encouragement in a different way.
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| i am full of sorrow.
i have high cholesterol. most people are shocked and say HOW?!?! i would say i am genetically inclined... also... i do not exercise.. at all.
so as a result of my HIGH cholesterol... i have decided to make some necessary life changes.
- sarah and i have started running at the track behind our apt... it should be "running"... i have never walked so much during a "run" in my life. i am truly out of shape. i was in pain for 2 days after
- i also do pilates at home from a video.
- paul and i are trying to go to the golf range once a week together
- i want to play tennis!
- i also want to start pumping iron in our apt "gym"... it has a weight machine... it's important for women esp (especially ASIAN women)! so that your bones will be stronger and there will be a lessened chance of osteoporosis!!!
but the biggest changes will come from my diet....
- sarah and i purchased a 9 pound box of oatmeal from sam's club. 9 POUNDS!
- more whole wheats... bread bleh...
- i started taking fish oil pills!
- no more shellfish
- red meat only ONCE a week... (i went to king taco and ordered a chicken burrito... sadness. sorrow.)
- no more mcds. i love mcds. more specifically i LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE bigmacs. every time i try to go to mcds i always tell myself that i will order something else... but as soon as i get to the drive through speaker or step up to the cashier... i order a #1. big mac meal. (this is the greatest source of my sorrow)
anyways... and update on my life.
- waiting to hear back from schools. trying not to be anxious..
- looking for a PT job. i need some cash money.
- i live in the OC
- happy.
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| i'll start off with a side note
things that suck:
- semester system. seriously sucks. so slow.
- my ucla gpa.
- having no money.
thinks that are GREAT!:
- my straight A's (seriously hasn't happened since junior year of high school!)
- still sucks... but taking classes now brings it up... a LLLEEEEEETTLEEEE
- having a sugar daddy  (www.xanga.com/good91boy for some specifics on his suhltang appah ways...)
anyways back to timing.
i've been learning an important lesson on timing...
- deadlines are VERY important. keep them. plan accordingly. duh.
- i'm a planner. i like to plan. i always plan. i like things to go according to plan, BUT things don't always go as planned.
- no matter how much you try to force timing to go the way you want it to, it doesn't always work out.
- God's timing is perfect. trust Him. He knows and wants what is best for us.
- learning to be patient and trusting in God's timing is easier said than done because of our instant gratification mindset.
- to sum up what i learned is try my best, but in the end God's will WILL be done... not mine.
RANDOM
heesoo is huge.
guess whose butt that is...
look at that spare tire =) HAWT
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